hey yall...i am new to this, and i am
really upset...i dont even know why im
doing this...but im hoping atleast someone
is reading!? i live in SC... my bf and i
broke up today, and i am upset. weve been
living together for almost 2 yrs now, and
he has been very abusive, mentally an
physically....i told him to get out, and
now that hes gone im a wreck. I have been
comtempating suicide for about 4 months
now, he has made me feel like i am so
ugly, and so awful, and he said noone will
ever want me now. I feel like i was so
cute when i moved here, and have people
telling me this, but he says have they
seen you recently?! and i just feel so
awful...i am moving back to my friends and
family soon,but he moved out today, and i
feel absolutly worthless. i take adderall
and it makes me feel better
temporarily...and i really do feel like it
helps me...i had a panic attack
recently....could adderall be the reason
of my new anxiety? please someone help me,
i want this loser back, for some reason,
why?! im going crazy
is addrerall
helping me or hurting me?! HELP! i think
im rally depressed, and it is the only
thing that givrs me energy to live.
