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Neverwinter

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Acute Hiv Infection? I'm So Dead ... Plz Help ! Kinda Long
Posted: 05-27-07 21:31pm

In the early morning of May 14th I had protected virginal intercourse with a street hooker (so stupid), it was my first night cuz the woman I loved so much was nuts and turned her back on me so I intended to get revenge (even more stupid) - -

Well, about 2 days after the exposure I started to feel some acute arthritis symptoms in my left forearm (and the elbow) and I thought it was just some lingering problem resulted from using the computer too much... the joint pain went away in about two days. During those days I've also had a slight diarrhea (for 2 days), fatigue (maybe just due to not sleeping well cuz the weather's too hot), and pains in the back and buttocks. I can't determine whether I've had night sweats those days cuz the weather in Hainan (the place I stayed in) is simply too hot.

On May 20th I returned home and my dad was very happy to see me, at that moment I started to get very worried and paranoid. What if I've caught some virus? Could it possibly be HIV? Or could it be some other STDs? That very evening I noticed that I've got a large patch of oral ulcer with sharp edges in the lower left part of my mouth, and my teeth bled! (both stopped 2 days later) Neutral I started browsing on the Internet for info. related to the topic the very evening and got very scared. When I woke up the next day and the day after that I got profuse cold sweats, and I was soooo afraid to pass any possible virus to my dad Sad so I stopped eating at home and in the afternoon of May 24th I ran away from home on the pretext of visiting a friend in a small town in the province.

Now I've arrived in town for 4 days and more symptoms started to show up! First I've noticed tiny needle-like white growths which the doctor said was pearly penile papules and she said I've had yeast infection. She gave me something to wash off the yeast and also some kinda gel that's used to treat skin disease. The papules condition became less severe after applying the medication for two days but the reddishness on the inside of my foreskin never went away, also I have been having painful urination since the papules showed up... And yesterday I found that my feet seemed to be (probably) infected with yeast as well! :O Up until now I haven't had any fever (not that I know of, though I've never taken my temperature) and the night sweats stopped after arriving in the small town. However I feel icy cold all over my body and my muscles sometimes give a skipping sensation (Dunno how to describe this, just like the muscle contracts briefly and repeatedly on its own)

All in all I know that the night sweats, yeast infections, coldness and muscle problems could be all due to psychological stress, YET I've started to have joint pains, pains in the back, fatigue and diarrhea BEFORE I've started to worry about anything! I understand that symptoms mean nothing but...

Plz... I'm so disoriented and terrified now and I'm full of remorse and living fear that my dad might end up living all alone without anyone to care for him (my mom committed suicide when I was 12 and my granny commited suicide when I was 22 sth.), I've had chronic depression and attemped suicide for once but the thought of my father brought me back. God...

Although I used a condom during the intercourse (lasted for approx. 3~4 mins), yet I can't be sure of the quality of the condom cuz I've never checked it (the hooker helped me with putting on and taking off the condom), it could be leaky, or poorly made... Gosh!

Is it possible to have symptoms of acute HIV infection only 2~3 days after the exposure? And it seems that my first symptoms never lasted long enough to be taken seriously... And also, I've been reading a lot on the net and that surely has aggravated my mental stress, I've read that the results of an antibody test won't be reliable until after 6 weeks (some say 3 months or even longer) after the exposure but I seriously doubt if I could survive that long cuz I've been counting the days and could have a mental/physical collapse at any moment. Neutral

Please, I'm in desperate need of your opinions and advice, any feedback would be greatly appreciated. Sad

Have a nice day,

ps: Forgive my English and the length of the post, I'm Chinese.
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Neverwinter

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Posted: 05-27-07 21:56pm

Oh almost forgot... I had clotted throat for about 3 days (then somewhat got better) and I've had red rashes (with hard spots inside) on my skin, also some kinda maybe black swollen porous glands that were about 5 mm in length and when I squeezed them they were gone and released yellowish gel-like substance that smelt really foul... Sad

Thanks again for reading, please gimme some advice or maybe reassurance Smile
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littlesqueaks

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Location: Caldwell, Idaho

Posted: 05-27-07 22:24pm

You had been to see a doctor to be treated for the yeast infection, while you were there did you let the doctor know of your other syptoms and did you test for other possible STD's? You should really stop reading about possible illnesses if you are stressing over the situation as much as you are. It only makes your syptoms become worse or you become paranoid over symptoms that are not really there. I am not really sure of any of the syptoms pertaining to Std's, yet what you have described does not sound good and should be brought to the attention of your doctor. As for symptoms of having HIV I have not heard of symptoms showing up that quickly after having intercourse. It normally takes 6 weeks or longer for Hiv to appear positive in a clinic test. So all I can say is be honest with your doctor that is what they are here for and find out what to do from there. The Internet is not going to help you in getting healed for something you don't know what you have,

Good luck
Heather
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Llewellyn

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Posted: 05-27-07 23:03pm

I agree with Heather.

It is rare to have that many symptoms that early in cases of HIV. Most people have no symptoms at all when they test positive. Some don't have symptoms for as much as ten years.

The only way to know for sure is to wait and take a test. You're right that you should wait at least six weeks. If you test negative, you can wait until it has been three months and test again. If you still test negative, make sure your doctor knows all of your symptoms. See if he or she suggests testing for anything else.

You do not have to worry about infecting your father or anyone else unless you plan on having sex with them, sharing needle drugs with them, or any other such thing. They can't get it just by being the same room as you, sharing a bathroom, kissing, sharing a fork, or anything like that.
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Neverwinter

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Posted: 06-03-07 06:05am

Thank you littlesqueaks and Llewellyn... I'm still fighting it and now I've got Balanoposthitis too, it's been excruciating Sad

God bless you all, may all your test results come up negative Smile

Oh and... the name Llewellyn sounds very elvish to me, I wonder if it is from the Middle Earth? :p
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Llewellyn

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Posted: 06-03-07 12:30pm

Neverwinter wrote:


Oh and... the name Llewellyn sounds very elvish to me, I wonder if it is from the Middle Earth? :p


I actually took it from my favorite Welsh fairy tale, "Llewellyn and Gelert." Smile
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HIVRHH

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Posted: 06-07-07 09:43am

You had protected sex and you do not need to test.
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Llewellyn

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Posted: 06-07-07 13:37pm

HIVRHH wrote:
You had protected sex and you do not need to test.


Keep in mind that condoms are not 100% effective even when exactly as intended!
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