So I really need a moan and a vent...
Basically I got back together with my
girl's daddy and partner of over a year
about 3 weeks ago after being apart 10
weeks with no contact at all. It done us
really good to be apart for a while but as
I've had exams, he's got a new job and
college I haven't seen him for way over a
week and its getting me real down cos I
truly love him and want to be with him but
just don't feel he feels the same for me
and if he does I don't get how we can go
forward if he's in college 5 days a week,
working 3 of those nights and out with his
friends the rest of the time.
I'm also struggling with money, literally
relying on my birthday money on thursday,
maternity grant and the help of my parents
to buy things for this baby. I'm also
feeling really down about putting on a
stone, and I'm only 26 weeks, I just feel
gross and fat.
Man, please tell me you all have bad,bad
down days?
I have
the midwife on Thursday, which is my
birthday and Jack my boyfriend said he'd
come with me, and that he'll come over
tomorrow night aswell after college but
I'm just scared he's full of empty
promises like last time. I love him so
much but I feel so sad about everything.
Help.
)
you must be strong!