So I really need a moan and a vent...

Basically I got back together with my girl's daddy and partner of over a year about 3 weeks ago after being apart 10 weeks with no contact at all. It done us really good to be apart for a while but as I've had exams, he's got a new job and college I haven't seen him for way over a week and its getting me real down cos I truly love him and want to be with him but just don't feel he feels the same for me and if he does I don't get how we can go forward if he's in college 5 days a week, working 3 of those nights and out with his friends the rest of the time.

I'm also struggling with money, literally relying on my birthday money on thursday, maternity grant and the help of my parents to buy things for this baby. I'm also feeling really down about putting on a stone, and I'm only 26 weeks, I just feel gross and fat.

Man, please tell me you all have bad,bad down days? I have the midwife on Thursday, which is my birthday and Jack my boyfriend said he'd come with me, and that he'll come over tomorrow night aswell after college but I'm just scared he's full of empty promises like last time. I love him so much but I feel so sad about everything. Help.