hi, im new here, and this is the first ive
been out of bed in a week. my husband of
seven years is a drug addict. he only
comes home for clothes or food. he has
overdrawn our checking account by
thousANDS OF DOLLARS. he wont get help, he
says he cant get help in our town because
he own a construction buisnesss, but i
guess that the addiction isnt going to run
it right? i dont know what to do or what
to say, my life is out of my hands. we
havce three children and they dont know
but they do. they know something is going
on. he said last night that he thinks we
should break up, i dint even know we were
together? lol, i guess its not funny i
dont know weather to hate him or myself,
he said that im the reason he does drugs
because he always comes home to something
wrong, like the van or a bill or the kids.
im a mess i dont have anyone to talk to or
that i care to talk too. i wish i could
run away, but where would i go? i have to
pick my kids up from camp in a little bit,
i dont know how i can look at them and
pretend to be happy. i have eight more
hours till i can justify sleeping again
and the sleeping pills dont really wrok
anymore. and then wake up tomorrow to the
same disaster as the past year, only how
many more times can i do this? how many
more times can i face the pain. how many
more websites can i search for awnsers?
only tomorrow can tell the awnser, if
there is going to be one?
I think every marriage has the same
problems with bills, things breaking its
life and he needs to get use to it that is
no excuse to do drugs, If i were you id
get out while you can, it will be hard at
first but its not impossible. Do you have
any friends or family that you can stay
with or help you? Id suggest asking
someone for help. In the end his business
will get ruined because of his drug
addiction, getting help would be better
for him before the drugs ruin his life.
Part of the reason with bills im sure is
him spending money on drugs, those are
expensive. People would rather live there
life that way because they dont wanna
leave or lose there job or stop doing what
they are doing to pause life to get help.
But i think either he needs to get help or
you need to get out, it will take awhile
to get back on your feet and be stable but
in my opinion t hats what u need to do,
the children dont need to be in that kind
of environment at all.
