Does anyone have the urge to say nasty
things or the worst possible thing?
Sometimes at some serious function, like a
funeral, inside my head I am screaming
"she was a prostitute, she was a
promiscuous person". But it's some nice
old lady or something who was in no way
like that. I just have these overwhleming
urges to say the worst thing possible.
I actually checked into Turrets at one
point since I always want to scream
something foul.
It's like a constant battle to keep myself
from saying something bad to people or
talking about certain topics.
I was wondering if it's just me.
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Fairy Godmother
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Hi Posted: 06-27-07 16:58pm
No............it is not just you. From
what you are telling here on this post,
you are describing Tourette Syndrome. The
thoughts are there, and eventutally the
outburst will follow. The only thing that
baffles me, is you are not experienceing
tics. This could be anything from
shrugging shoulders, blinking eyes,
nodding head. I am not saying you have
Tourrets, but I would most definately talk
to a physican about it if it becomes so
you can't suppress it. Might be an
embarrasing situation you get yourself
into! I know 3 differnt people with
Tourrets and only one of them will bust
out with a few unchoice words. The other
two have totally different tics.
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HungreeHippo
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Jun 2007 Posts: 4
No Tics Posted: 06-28-07 04:05am
I have no tics, which is what made me move
on from Tourettes when I was researching
it. I can always control it, but I don't
know where it comes from.
I have gotten myself in a few minor
problems when I would say something
inappropriate, but I've never said
anything outright rude that I was
thinking.
Sometimes I think of things just for the
sake of then thinking about how someone
would react. Once I was being interviewed
by a male president of a company and his
female daughter employee. I kept wanting
to say "stupid blah blah, you are a dumb
stupid prostitute" just to see how she
would react. Would she kick me out
immediately, what would she say....stuff
like that.
My self defense mechanism is to just be
quiet. I'm pretty quiet now, but inside I
am thinking awful things.
