I was thinking to share my experience with
you guys and give you my support in you
strangle...
I was an active smoker for 8 years. my
friends thought that i couldn't stop
smoking for nothing in the world. i was
one of those people that couldn't imagine
their life without a cigarette. i was
simply enjoying...
then one day i woke up and i started
thinking how it would be to not light a
cigarette, just this one in this
particular moment. i said to myself: "ok,
i will light one latter, just not now."
and it worked. i then i started to "lie"
to myself, and i started to not smoke so
much. sometime i even fantasize that i am
non smoker and i was sitting in non smoker
sections and imagining how it would be..
the filing was great. i was relived...
free... and happy. that lasted like for
year or more. i was still smoking but a
lot less. i was like this double person,
smoker and nonsmoker
.
one day i woke up and i realized that i
like more the nonsmoker person. she is
free.... the most beautiful filing ever. i
was free.... i don't need to smoke, i can
be free.
Every time when i think that i want i
cigarette, i would imagine the "free
filing"... and the desire stops. i cant be
slave any more. i just can't. i am free 3
month now. it's not a lot time i know. i
have never said to myself that i would
never light a cigarette again. maybe i
would. this is important because the
forbidden things are the sweetest. don't
forbid your self, don't force your self to
be something that your not. just be your
self, make your self the person you want
to be, accept you self, and convince your
self that you are the person you want to
be and everything would be simple.
sorry you have to reed so much, but i just
wanted to share my experience.
i want you to share yours too.we can build
a community of nonsmokers, we can support
each other.write down your story,
successful or not. we will build our
personalities together.
just write down and we can work together.
i need support to go on and i need to give
mine...
love u all
