Joined: 22 Jan 2007 Posts: 171 Location: Long Beach, Ca
bipolar 2 major depression Posted: 06-29-07 10:04am
Hi. I havn't had time to search the
forums today but I just wanted to say
Hello if anyone remembers me. I've been
away for quite some time.
As some of you know I have been diagnosed
with bipolar 2 and major depression, but
they kinda go hand in hand. Neways I've
recently (in the last 2 months) made some
amazing changes in my life ranging from my
love life, my work and my every day
living. This have really turned up for me
but I had to get outa some very cold water
recently. I was hospitalized in feb due
to a extremely dangerous state of mania.
Ever since then things went down hill for
me, started flakin at work, stuck myself
back in a toxic relationship and staying
away from all kind of social contact.
This really put me in a fetal position
feeling insecure and emotional which is no
good.
The one thing I can say thats kept me
alive and I guess doing better than I ever
have......if that makes any sense due to
my testominal above, I have been staying
on my medication. This therapy has helped
me more than I ever could imagine. Its
just so werid feeling the way I do day to
day, dealing with the same stressors that
used to spin me out of control, and moving
forward with a positive attitude. I must
say I am very lucky to find this right mix
of medications.
I hope all of you are doing well and I'll
get back to posting my whole past few
months in detail, I'm sure some of you
will recognise the situations, hardships
and fights I've gone though.
All in all I'm glad to see this community
growing and I feel very lucky this place
is around. This is an amazing place and
for thoes that are new.....give it a try,
it may chance your life ^_^
