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BbyBlu0602
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Feb 2004
Posts: 822
Location: Virginia
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My Life Is Falling Apart
Posted: 03-06-04 00:41am
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I feel like my whole life is falling
apart. I feel alone and overwhelmed with
everything that's going on. My dad got
admitted to the hospital today with
congestive heart failure. My grandma
just passed away in january of the same
thing. I feel extremely lonely and
broken hearted by my recent break up with
ethan's dad. I know it's for the best,
but at this point in time...Given
everything that's been going on...I feel
lonely. Sometimes I just want to be
held, ya know? I think i'm depressed. I
don't think this is just the "baby blues."
I don't understand this whole thing
that's going on with the "fakes" either.
I read the posts where everyone said that
melissa (mommy_2_b) was a fake, but I
never got to read where she admitted to
it. I still don't know what's going on
there. I put my trust in her though and
I was glad that I found and made a friend
who I thought understood what I was going
through. Now I don't know who to believe
or who to trust. She was the only person
I could confide in. Now I hear that she
was a fake and that she lied about
everything. My heart has been broken in
so many different ways. I can't even
begin to describe how I feel inside.
It's too much.
~*crystal*~
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HomecomingQueen2003
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 14 Dec 2003
Posts: 936
Location: Phoenix, AZ
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Posted: 03-06-04 00:46am
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Crystal are you still awake hun?
Megan
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mumof2
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Feb 2004
Posts: 307
Location: Australia
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Posted: 03-06-04 03:31am
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Hello,
have you spoken to your doctor about how
you are feeling? It may not be the "baby
blues" as you said, but feeling this way
is something that you should speak with
your doctor about. Have you heared of
post natal depression, it is common, and
can often go noticed, cause the mum puts
on a frount so that every one thinks she
is fine.
I hope that by the time you read this post
that you feel alot happier.
Good luck sweety.
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little_woman
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Mar 2004
Posts: 765
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Posted: 03-06-04 03:45am
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Hey there,
i cant completely understand how you feel
but I have learned a lot about what can
help when you feel over your head. Try to
stay positive (i hated it when ppl told me
that but its true) and remember that
things will get better. Think about your
son and how much you love him and if you
have a really good friend confide in them.
Dont let the fake people get you down,
the world is full of them and its terrible
when they get in our lives but you must
always remember that you are you and youre
better than them. You know who you are
and dont have to hide behind anything
p.S - there cannot be shadows without
sunlight
p.P.S - this is corny but I love this song
and here are the lyrics, its about making
it...Sorry if its inappropriate but i'm a
music lover!
A mind can sure get weary
the way things come undone
with eyes that won’t see clearly
and a heart that’s overrun
you keep hoping things will get better
that you’ll find a way through it all
you must hold on to what you believe
when the sky’s about to fall
so keep hanging on
the hands of time just keep turning
around
there’s no telling where you’ll find the
strength to climb
so just stand your ground
all through the night
till you can see the light
keep hanging on for dear life
a spirit can get battered
as you journey down the years
and if dreams were all that mattered
you’d be miles away from here
just keep thinking things will be
different
that you’ll find a place in the sun
hold your head up high in that stormy sky
and the change will surely come
so keep hanging on
the hands of time just keep turning
around
there’s no telling where you’ll find the
strength to climb
so just stand your ground
all through the night
till you can see the light
keep hanging on for dear life
never you mind
what you’ve been told
someday you’ll have all the love
one heart can hold
so keep hanging on
the hands of time just keep turning
around
there’s no telling where you’ll find the
strength to climb
so just stand your ground
all through the night
till you can see the light
keep hanging on
hanging on for dear life
hanging on for dear life
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insurancegirl
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Joined: 25 Sep 2003
Posts: 5286
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Posted: 03-06-04 10:48am
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Last edited by insurancegirl on 10-09-04 10:41am; edited 1 time in total
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JillMarie
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Joined: 24 Dec 2003
Posts: 3022
Location: Iowa
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Posted: 03-06-04 11:04am
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Hey! When I had the twins I got depressed
and they put me on zoloft. Go see your
doctor right away so this can start
helping you. The longer you wait the
worst it will get. Ill try to find the
melissa post where she admitted to it and
ill find the list of the fakes and paste
it under here in a little bit!
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JillMarie
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 24 Dec 2003
Posts: 3022
Location: Iowa
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Posted: 03-06-04 11:19am
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Here is what she said happened(lie):
well i'm sorry to have to tell you girls.
Melissa started hemorraging and we went
into emergency c-section. Which was fine
but she was losing soo much blood and the
twins heart beats were dropping so
quickly. By the time we got to the
c-section we lost both of them. I've had
a lot of people try to tell me i'm lieing
but I wouldnt lie about this and I thought
you guys would know better than that. I'm
on my way back to the hospital to see
melissa shes heavily sedated and doesnt
even know yet because of all the
medication. Please put her in your
prayers.
Here is her apoligy:
hey girls,
well I really didn't want to come back on
but I feel so bad. I'm extremely sorry
that about what I did to all of you. And
I hope ya'll will get to know the real me.
~melissa
sorry I cant find the one where she
admits! After she admited being fake a
couple other came out; freakbaby, anorexic
beauty, untimly blessing(fake pics unsure
about her though), it seems like there are
more but I forget now!
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BbyBlu0602
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Feb 2004
Posts: 822
Location: Virginia
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Posted: 03-06-04 12:10pm
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I thank all of you very much for your
advice. I'll try to tell my doctor about
it next time I go for my check up, but I
feel like i'd break down and start bawling
the second I start to tell him about it.
I start crying just thinking about it or
writing about it on here. It's really
strange, i've never felt like this before.
Well, I gotta get off here and take a
shower. I'll try to be back on later
this evening.
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BbyBlu0602
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Feb 2004
Posts: 822
Location: Virginia
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Posted: 03-06-04 12:11pm
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By the way...What's the name of that song?
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JillMarie
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Joined: 24 Dec 2003
Posts: 3022
Location: Iowa
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Posted: 03-06-04 12:17pm
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Hun, that really is the same way I felt.
Please call and make an appt. Its not
your fault it happens often cause of the
hormones getting unbalenced after having a
baby. Im sure your doctor has seen a lot
more than a patient cry! Dont worry!
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little_woman
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Mar 2004
Posts: 765
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Posted: 03-06-04 13:27pm
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Its called hanging on for dear life, by
mmc. Very old but a good one. Let me get
this straight, some girl came on here and
pretended she was in a life threatening
situation and then later said she lied
about it? health forum! I can understand
now why you were so hurt, she was sick,
why did she do something like that? Does
she think pregnancy complications are
funny? I hope some of the advice in teh
posts was helpful, oh and about the
anti-depressants, I dont really like the
idea of medication for the brain a whole
lot but if you feel it can help zoloft is
good i've heard, and I know paxil is good
too since they keep the dosages quite low
but effective
meg
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mommabear16
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Joined: 16 Jan 2004
Posts: 1222
Location: illinois
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Posted: 03-06-04 23:29pm
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Hey hun I know things seem really bad
right now but look to your little boy for
joy. Thats what I do when im feeling down
is just hold alexander and then I feel all
better. For awhile at least.
Love yah
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smith8500
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Joined: 17 Sep 2003
Posts: 6623
Location: Louisiana
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Hey
Posted: 03-06-04 23:32pm
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I know that no one can say anything to
make you feel better, but I want you to
know that we are all here for you. You
are strong and you will pull through.
Keep that beautiful face smiling and chin
up and you'll be alright!
Love,
chanda
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BbyBlu0602
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Feb 2004
Posts: 822
Location: Virginia
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Posted: 03-07-04 13:49pm
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I'm going to download that song and listen
to it, it looks like it'll be pretty good.
I have to take ethan to another doctor
appointment on the 16th and then I have my
5-6 week check up on the 23rd. I've been
taking ethan to my family doctor because
it's cheaper than taking him to a
childrens doctor and he has the same
doctor as I do. For my 5-6 week check up
I go to the ob-gyn though. When I was at
my family doctor's office with ethan, he
told me that if I started feeling
depressed then I needed to tell him about
it as soon as it started. I haven't been
to the ob-gyn yet, but i'm sure they'll
say the same thing. Which doctor should
I tell? My family doctor or the ob?
Either way I better have some tissues
handy! Every time I think about it, I get
all teary.
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